In a few short days it will be October.. October already!? I can’t believe it. September has been one of the craziest most beautiful months of my life. I may not have been as productive this month, but I’m proud of what I have done and I think that is worth something.

One of the things I never imagined for myself was being in a relationship. I mean.. I imagined it, but I didn’t think it would ever actually happen. It doesn’t really help that I can be pretty particular about who I fall for (except I can’t really control it so I guess that doesn’t matter). Not only that, but to be in a relationship with a guy who is so caring and supportive and just all around wonderful. I couldn’t ask for more.

The thing about this is that I’m not used to it. I don’t know if I’ll ever be used to it. Every time I see his face I just get this really incredible happy feeling and I never thought I’d feel that way for someone. Falling in love and falling in love this fast was something I thought was reserved for the books I read. Apparently, love can be like a wildfire.

Talking with him at first I knew I wanted to get to know him. Instantly he fascinated me. But the more we talked the more I knew that I wanted more. At first, I knew I wanted to discuss books with him and writing and whatever else, I knew somehow from the start that we’d make very fast friends. Uhh.. I didn’t expect that we’d have fallen so quickly for each other though.

The two of us can talk about anything..literally anything and it’s wonderful. So due to him being the wonderful human that he is, I’ve been happier then I’ve ever been in my life. For the first time in forever I made it a point to enjoy every moment of my time. I let myself just be. I have been somewhat productive and I’ve had some really productive days and some where all I wanted to do was listen to music and maybe watch a movie and read and so I’d let myself do those things. It feels like I blinked my eyes and September is almost ending.

Falling in love has taught me one really special thing though. That no matter what is happening in life there is always something beautiful to hold on to and enjoy no matter how small. That it’s ok to let go of your worry for a while and that problems may exist, but that doesn’t mean it should be all that consumes you. You can choose to let go of your problems (not ignore them) but to realize that they are going to be there at the end of the day and you can deal with them as you need to, but you don’t have to let that impede on your happiness.

Sometimes life can be really really hard. However, sometimes the most unexpected and beautiful things happen to lift you out of the dark. I am so grateful to feel this happy. To realize I don’t need much to feel that way. It comes with seeing a smile, hearing a voice, the sound of a laugh. That’s something that feels so very special.

Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed this. Let me know your thoughts down in the comments below.

-Till next time!

29 thoughts on “What Happened to September?

  1. Haha this is exactly what happened to me too. I realised I’m the male version of you when reading this so I know how happy you feel because I’m feeling it.. also don’t you think it’s scary? Falling in love this quick and seeing your partners flaws but don’t get moved by it? I feel rather excited and terrified when things that are too good to be true happen, and it’s not trust issues at all

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    1. God that’s so true! It is scary. I was terrified at first. It’s weird cause no matter the difference between me and him or his past or any of his ‘flaws’ I still feel completely unfazed and completely in love. Truly I trust him completely. It’s just the idea of it no? You read about stuff like this and you go no way.. that can’t be real. But when your experiencing it yourself.. it’s all so different. It’s really incredible actually. I’m happy that your experiencing this too! It’s such an amazing feeling!

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  2. This post is just so adorable and pure??? I love it so much hahaha and it kinda gives me hope xD I’m so happy you found somebody you can love and enjoy your time with ❤

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  3. I think this whole year has been like that. How did 2018 go by so quickly? How is it almost October?? I’m happy about that, actually, because I hate summer and live for the weather that comes with October-March/April.

    I’m glad you’ve found this relationship. It sounds really good. 🙂

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  4. So much could be said……..I’m happy to know that you are happy. All I can think of is a Jason Mraz lyric, “Well open up your mind and see like me
    Open up your plans and damn you’re free
    Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
    Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
    We are just one big family
    And it’s our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved”

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    1. This has been on my mind so much recently. I’ve been wanting to write about this for what feels like a long time (and yet it’s all been so fast so how could it feel like a long time?) You are my inspiration and my joy. Your presence in my life has made it more beautiful then words can say.

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  5. I’m happy that you’ve found someone who makes you so happy Tiana. Falling in love really is a captavating experience. Me and my love have been together for almost two years now and I can’t imagine my life without him. I just wish my family understood my feelings because they don’t really like him, and it really saddens me.

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    1. It’s been such an amazing time in my life. I can’t believe it. Today was the best day too and I’m just so grateful because I wouldn’t have been this happy without him. He makes me feel like dancing in the clouds.

      I’m so sorry your parents don’t really like the person you love. It’s uhh.. too early for my parents to know just how deep I feel for the guy I love, but they know I really like him and I hope one day that they will get to know and like him too.

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          1. I understand because I haven’t been in a lot of relationships myself. And I thought the last relationship was good, but for me this one feels so much deeper to me. I feel like we get each other on a more emotional level and I feel like I can talk to him about anything even when we see things differently. I also feel like we work through every obstacle and challenge our relationship has experienced and instead of pushing us apart, we’ve become closer and stronger.

            But anyway, I’m glad you’ve found someone who really makes you happy. How long have you two been together if you don’t mind me asking?

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          2. Ok so this is the craziest part.. I can’t believe I am telling anyone this, but we’ve known each other for a little over two months.. uhhh it’s just we happened to connect super immediately and the way we talk with each other allowed for a really really close and emotional connection super quickly.. it’s crazy.. like really really crazy.. I mean we’ve been ‘together’ for a super short time, but I can tell him absolutely anything and he can tell me anything and we really get each other. It’s why I said it is a whirl wind because it is and we both love each other and have said that.. it’s absolutely insane. I know that my relationship isn’t normal in the sense of a typical timeline.. in any way.. it’s like we don’t know the rules.. or we do but we don’t follow them anyway.. it’s absolutely insane.

            I’m really happy for you in your relationship. It sounds beautiful. Finding a partner like that is 1 in a million. It’s awesome that you both work together through every obstacle.

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          3. There’s nothing wrong with that. The beginning stages are usually a whirlwind because of the excitement of being in a new relationship. I know with my last relationship we’d only talked with each other for a month or two then started dating. But my partner now I met when I was in college. We actually worked together at the place I was working at while attending school. But we didn’t start talking outside of work until after I graduated from college and had started working at the job full time. It was shortly afterwords that our relationship started. It wasn’t an easy start though because I’d just had my heart broken from my last relationship so I was hesitant about getting into another relationship. But he was willing to wait for me when I was ready and we’ve been together since. And I couldn’t be any happier.

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