I’m done trying to control my life. Not that I was really trying in the first place. Maybe, what I’m really trying to say is that I’m done being afraid. In general I’ve always let life happen to me. I go with the flow and I adapt to what’s happening. I’ve learned more about that since working for over a year at my job.
Sometimes, I would forget that mentality. I would try and imagine what I wanted and when it didn’t happen I just shut down. So I’m not doing that anymore. I’m submitting to the fact that I have no idea where my life is going or what is going to happen and I’m fine with that.
I have goals for my life. Things I want to do. Places I want to be. People I want to do and see those things with. I have aspirations and dreams and I don’t know how they are going to happen, but if anything, what’s happened in my life recently has taught me to take things as they come. I’m not going to get lost in thinking that this or that isn’t fair and thinking that there will never be a way out. That my dreams might not happen. That I’m always going to loose the people that I love.
Letting go of the reigns of life is so that I can enjoy it. I’m done with worry. I’m done with fear. I know who I love and who loves me and I’m secure in that. I’m secure I the fact that no matter what somehow and someway things will work out. That we’ll make it through.
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-Till next time!