Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao: A Review

Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao

My Rating: 5 stars

Cover Rating: 10/10 it’s beautiful and it’s perfect for this novel. It’s stunning.

Publisher: Penguin Teen

Publish Date: September 21st, 2021

Number of Pages: 391

Received: My partner bought me a physical copy and I got a e-arc copy a long time ago in exchange for an honest review.

Purchase: Amazon

Synopsis:

An instant #1 New York Times bestseller!

Pacific Rim meets The Handmaid’s Tale in this blend of Chinese history and mecha science fiction for YA readers.

The boys of Huaxia dream of pairing up with girls to pilot Chrysalises, giant transforming robots that can battle the mecha aliens that lurk beyond the Great Wall. It doesn’t matter that the girls often die from the mental strain.

When 18-year-old Zetian offers herself up as a concubine-pilot, it’s to assassinate the ace male pilot responsible for her sister’s death. But she gets her vengeance in a way nobody expected—she kills him through the psychic link between pilots and emerges from the cockpit unscathed. She is labeled an Iron Widow, a much-feared and much-silenced kind of female pilot who can sacrifice boys to power up Chrysalises instead.

To tame her unnerving yet invaluable mental strength, she is paired up with Li Shimin, the strongest and most controversial male pilot in Huaxia. But now that Zetian has had a taste of power, she will not cower so easily. She will miss no opportunity to leverage their combined might and infamy to survive attempt after attempt on her life, until she can figure out exactly why the pilot system works in its misogynist way—and stop more girls from being sacrificed.

Opening Sentence: “The Hunduns were coming.”

Musings:

*disclaimer I finished reading this book back in December of 2021. Why I took so long to review this book? I don’t know. It is appalling how long I’ve waited to write this. However I’m here now and I’m going to write this the best I can. Thank you for your understanding*

With the consideration of the fact that I read this so long ago, the fact that I remember so much of this book speaks volumes to how good it is. I remember Zetian being such a strong character who rebelled fiercely against the ways of being that Huaxia puts into place. She is strong willed and defiant and I loved her for it.

I loved the way that mechs worked in such a unique fashion with a forced power dynamic between men and woman’s qi where one can overpower and sacrifice another in order to power the mechs. It’s brutal and Zetian is out for revenge after her sister was killed and sacrificed by a male pilot in a mech battle.

Zetian learns how far she can push and how she can stay true to herself even when she’s pushed into a corner. What I love most about this book is Zetian is a strong woman who continually is herself. In love, in a battle, in a situation where she was forced and taken advantage of, in her own home with her family, and in her relationships. I loved to see her and the boys all fall in love. To have a true love triangle where everyone fell for one another. It was awesome.

Even in a society that had very strict rules about how things should be, each of them defiantly chose to be themselves and that is a very powerful thing. They are all strong and irreverent to the rules put before them and they shined all the more for it. Differences should be celebrated not tamed. I loved how this book shows that.

All in All: If you haven’t read Iron Widow yet, what are you doing? I may have waited way too long to write this review, but the impact this book has had on me is forever.

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April 2023: Wrap Up

Movies watched:

My hero academia: two heroes (with Abdiel)

The lost city 2022

The Meg 

Fighting with my family 

The people we hate at the wedding (twice once on my own and once with Abdiel) (This movie is so damn good)

The hustle 

The love guru 2008 (with Abdiel)

Game Night 

Rec (this is a horror film in Spanish that completely took me by surprise with how good it was. It was only at the end it did a really trope heavy thing, but other then that it was genuinely uncomfortable and horrifying to watch. I loved it!)

Midsommar (with Abdiel) 

Tv shows watched 

Anime watched 

Science fell in love so I tried to prove it season 1 and 2 

Attack on titan season 2 

Writing done

Research for secret book 

Games played

Fortnite 

Undertale 

Doki doki literature club (I got the platinum) 

Meet your maker 

Plague tale requiem 

Games purchased/received: Meet Your Maker, Tails of Iron, and Sackboy a big adventure, sagebrush, doki doki literature club, a plague tale requiem, Cinders, Nier Automata, Nier Replicant 

Art I did

Most of it was practice art works and messing around with my tablet and a lot of it isn’t serious and pretty bad so they will stay a mystery 

Manga read  

Spy x family volume 1 

Girl Taking Over: A Lois Lane Story 

Books read 

Girl Taking over: A Lois Lane Story 

Books Bought/ Received 

Spy x family volume 2 

Girl Taking Over: A Lois Lane Story 

Exercise done

Not much 

Life stuff: 

Had a lovely date with my partner. The Greek restaurant we went to was a delight and so delicious.

Also this month we went to one of our favorite Mexican restaurants:

This time we forgot to take food pictures, but as always the food was amazing.

All in all, I’d say I accomplished a lot this month. It’s been a really enjoyable month all things considered.

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Return of The Beyond the Surface Book Club

I am very proud and excited to announce the return of the Beyond the Surface Book Club! Getting a full re-launch in May! I’ve found my passion for discussing openly about mental health and reading books that dip beyond the surface of who we are. We may see someone on the outside and assume all kinds of things, but we never truly know what someone is going through on the inside. In this book club we read books that get into the things that we go through on the inside of our personal lives and how it effects us and how we deal with it.

Book of the Month Announcement

More Happy than Not by Adam Silvera (deluxe edition)

Description:

A special Deluxe Edition of Adam Silvera’s groundbreaking debut featuring an introduction by Angie Thomas, New York Times bestselling author of The Hate U Give, a new final chapter, and an afterword about where it all began.

In his twisty, heartbreaking, profoundly moving New York Times bestselling-debut, Adam Silvera brings to life a charged, dangerous near-future summer in the Bronx.

In the months following his father’s suicide, sixteen-year-old Aaron Soto can’t seem to find happiness again, despite the support of his girlfriend, Genevieve, and his overworked mom. Grief and the smile-shaped scar on his wrist won’t let him forget the pain. But when Aaron meets Thomas, a new kid in the neighborhood, something starts to shift inside him. Aaron can’t deny his unexpected feelings for Thomas despite the tensions their friendship has created with Genevieve and his tight-knit crew. Since Aaron can’t stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound happiness, he considers taking drastic actions. The Leteo Institute’s revolutionary memory-altering procedure will straighten him out, even if it means forgetting who he truly is. 

Why does happiness have to be so hard?

I plan to have a discussion post up on this blog on every Saturday of the month of May:

Week 1 read the first 10 chapters by May 6th

Week 2 finish part 1 and part 2 by May 13th

Week 3 part zero to chapter 9 of part 3 by May 20th

Week 4 finish the book plus bonus chapter by May 27th

I hope that reading this book along with you all will help us understand an aspect of mental health and we will all find something good to take away from it. Can’t wait to discuss the first 10 chapters with you all on Saturday!

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May Goals: 2023

I’ve been afraid to do a goals post for a long while. Even if I’ve done them in the past I’ve tended to fail every single one of them in the recent times. However, I don’t know exactly why, but I truly believe in myself for this month of May. I have purpose. I have a drive and I have decided to expect more of myself for once in my life. Not only to expect it of myself, but to accomplish what I’ve set out to do.

To begin I’ve awaken extra early this morning. I set my alarm for 6am and got up at 5:40. It was an initial shock to me that my body got me up before my alarm. However, I feel it’s because I really and truly do want this.

I have curbed my ambition for a very long time, but the time feels like now for me to embrace my ambition and go for everything I’m wanting to accomplish.

This goals post being on the 29th instead of the 30th has a purpose too. I have a very special announcement tomorrow that I hope my fellow readers will very much enjoy.

Beyond that, yes indeed this blog will be a daily one once more. I feel that it is time to break the cycle of wanting this and not following through and that goes for everything that I discuss here.

I will be focusing on my bodily and nutritional health this month. I will limit myself to 1 Popsicle/ice cream/treat at the end of the day. I will do my best to avoid processed foods. I will make myself a nice breakfast every morning. For some reason I always know I can make myself some really tasty eggs and I don’t do it and now I can’t make any excuses. I will have only healthy snacks during the day: vegetables, fruit, or nuts.

I will also be exercising this month. It could be a video exercise or a dance tutorial or if I don’t bring myself to exercise early enough 100 squats and sit-ups before I take a shower. It feels like I should be able to make time during the week in the mornings and then on the weekends do the sit ups and squats.

I will get all my homework done in a timely manner and have it nicely paced throughout the week and in a way where I get 2 to 3 days of no homework per week.

I will be writing a book for at least 1 hour everyday. It doesn’t matter if I do it in 10 minute sprints here and there I need to be writing that long everyday.

I will be reading for at least 30 minutes everyday. Added to that that I must finish what I start I will at least have several books read by the end of this month.

I have finally also purchased the screen protector I can use to draw with for my iPad. So this means I will be drawing everyday and either doing a tutorial drawing everyday or a regular one to practice and get better at using my iPad for drawing.

The book I will be finishing reading this month first will be:

Capturing the devil

I wanted to finish this last month but I froze again and it didn’t happen. I’ve read the beginning parts of it and that’s about it. However, this month will be a completely different story. This month I will read a lot more. If I do it right I should finish at least 6 to 10 books this May.

The game I will be focused on the platinum for this month:

A Plague Tale Requiem

This game is the sequel to Plague Tale: Innocence which was a masterpiece and one of the most amazing platinum experiences that I’ve ever had. I truly love this series and I can’t wait to add Plague Tale Requiem to my platinum trophies list.

Anime series I will finish this month:

Attack on Titan season 3 and 4

During my downtime I will be completing Attack on titan seasons 3 and 4. I’ve been trying to complete the series for a little while, but I’ve fallen into the trap of starting other things. So in May this gets completed.

All in all, this is all that I wish to accomplish this coming month. I have high hopes to do really well. It is all achievable. I want to make myself proud again. My reward for actually completing everything as I want to is the same as last month:

The Monica nendoriod. Since I have completed the Doki Doki platinum last month, I think having her figure will be an awesome little personal trophy to always commemorate one of my favorite games.

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Girl Taking Over: A Lois Lane Story: A Review

Girl Taking Over: A Louis Lane Story by Sarah Kuhan and Arielle Jovellanos

My Rating: 4 stars!

Cover Rating: 10/10 the bright and beautiful colors of the cover match with the style and feel of this bright girl power story! It’s the perfect cover for this comic.

Publisher: DC comics

Publish Date: April 18th, 2023

Number of Pages: 193 pages

Received: DC sent me a digital copy in exchange for an honest review.

Purchase: Amazon

Synopsis:

The latest YA graphic novel from the DC Books for Young Readers line is a summery and colorful tale that highlights the importance of female friendships, inspiring mentors, overprotective mothers, and taking control of your own narrative. If you loved Sarah Kuhn’s first DC YA graphic novel, Shadow of the Batgirl, you will adore this powerful and joyful story that reimagines the genesis of DC’s iconic Pulitzer-Prize winning journalist. Writer Sarah Kuhn and artist Arielle Jovellanos embraced their shared experiences as Asian American women while creating this graphic novel, pouring themselves into a deeply personal story that also celebrates the Asian American community. Girl Taking Over: A Lois Lane Story is sure to delight and inspire a wide range of readers who will find Lois’s story relatable, fun, and moving.

PREVIEW

DC comic provided me with a lovely little preview of the beginning of this lovely comic! I hope you all enjoy reading it.

Musings:

This is such a bright and colorful comic book that inspires young woman to think about their dreams and go for them. It has culture and characters that are full of life. It has conflict and a everyday villain that feels like that boss, teacher, or other authority figure in your life that lives to make your life hell.

This is a story about overcoming that person and standing up for what is right and developing a whole community of supporters from your efforts. Working together and sharing our story’s changes the world. The news company the girls create together in this story inspires people all around to let their truth shine.

There are times in our lives where we feel we are backed in a corner and can’t find a way out. In this story the girls take a leap. In that leap they find their truth and a path into their futures together in a brand new way they never imagined.

Read Girl Taking Over for a story that with inspire you to pursue your dreams and not be afraid to make new ones.

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Spy X Family Volume 1: A Review

Spy X Family Volume 1 by Tatsuya Endo

My Rating: 5/5 stars 🌟

Cover Rating: 10/10 Loid is looking every bit the hardened spy here. This being the very first manga and he’s yet to experience all that will make him papa loid it makes a lot of sense. The art is just beautiful.

Publisher: Viz comics

Publish Date: June 2020

Number of Pages: 212 pages

Received: I bought this at Hot Topic

Purchase: Amazon

Synopsis:

Master spy Twilight is unparalleled when it comes to going undercover on dangerous missions for the betterment of the world. But when he receives the ultimate assignment—to get married and have a kid—he may finally be in over his head!

Not one to depend on others, Twilight has his work cut out for him procuring both a wife and a child for his mission to infiltrate an elite private school. What he doesn’t know is that the wife he’s chosen is an assassin and the child he’s adopted is a telepath!

Opening page:

Musings:

Spy x family is the wholesome joy that gives me life. I watched the anime first and had to get the manga when I saw it in hot topic. It’s so cute and fun and it makes me laugh.

Volume 1 shows the same story as the first few episodes of the anime. Loid meets Anya and later meets and marries his brand new wife Yor. The manga is full of shenanigans and lightheartedness yet there was a part that made me want to tear up.

If your looking for something In your life that will uplift you, this is it. It’s a found family that is full of love and crazy scenarios. It has action and comedy and heartwarming feels. It’s one of the most wonderful stories I’ve ever read. I know if I ever feel down this is what I will pick up to get a bit of a smile back on my face.

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING! Let me know your thoughts down in the comments below! This was a short little review, but if you haven’t already I highly recommend picking this up.

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Committing Myself To One Thing At A Time

I have had a serious problem with being unable to finish the things that I start. It doesn’t matter if it’s a tv show or a game or a book series a lot of the time I leave thing undone. So, from now in each category I will only be focusing on one thing at a time until I have completed it.

For example: in gaming I love to platinum games. It gives me a huge feeling of accomplishment that I got to do everything in a game there was to do and that I have mastered it and appreciated it to its fullest. However, that doesn’t happen as often as when I first got my PlayStation. I haven’t gotten a platinum for anything all year long. So from now on I will put my full focus on one game at a time.

For now I will be focusing on Doki Doki Literature Club.

I have already finished this game once however I need a few more play throughs focusing on doing various tasks in order to get all the trophies that I need for the platinum. Doki Doki is such a hard hitting game that deals with themes of suicide, depression, and obsession. It is a beautifully made game and I can’t wait to 100% it. If you’ve never played it I highly recommend it especially to my fellow readers. I don’t think it’d disappoint any of you.

The Book I will focus on will be:

Capturing the Devil by Kerri Maniscalco

This is the final book of the “Stalking Jack the Ripper” series. Looking back I finished the 3rd book “Escaping from Houdini” on September 18th, 2018. That was a bit over 4 years ago. Yeah I’m a bit ashamed about this one. Not to mention I’ve had this book on my shelves for a good amount of that time too. I had started reading this book the other day for a short time. I had to keep pausing to text my partner about it because he’s literally my Thomas Cresswell. Abdiel is as thoughtful and as loving and unapologetically supportive of me as Thomas is to Audrey. He’s literally done the nose kiss Thomas does to Audrey in the first few chapters of this book and in a similar context and I had to stop myself from actually screaming cause of how overwhelmed I felt. I’ve been with Abdiel for over 3 years and he still makes me feel that way.

The one anime I will be focusing on:

Science Fell in Love so I Tried to Prove it

This is another thing that had me texting my partner constantly cause of the ways it reminded me of us. It’s so cute and so nerdy. The entire show is trying to find a mathematical proof for love. It reminded me of a time where Abdiel made a math equation about his love for me.

Essentially it means as he loves me over time his love is continually growing towards infinity. It’s been a long time and his explanation is much better then mine, but that’s the basic concept of it. I feel all mushy now.

Anyway, the show is light, fun, nerdy, and wholesome. I will be finishing it soon and then going back to watching and finishing Attack on Titan very soon.

One writing project:

Here is where I announce I have been working on and researching for a secret book project. What there is to know is that I’ve been seriously considering self-publishing this project. I am also considering writing it nanowrimo style when I feel it’s been sufficiently researched. This book has so much more planning then I’m used to putting into a book. However, I know that when it all comes together it’ll be the best book it could possibly be for all of it.

So now that everything has been decided all that is left to do is to commit and complete all these things. With everything that gets done a new thing will replace it. However, I will feel much more accomplished when I’ve given my all fully to each thing.

THANK YOU ALL FOR READING! Let me know your thoughts down in the comments below! Thank you all for reading this through and sitting through me being gushy about my partner. He is steady and I appreciate him everyday.

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April Goals 2023

I plan for April to be a pretty busy month for me. At this point my plans are to prove to myself if not anyone else that I can do what I’m passionate about and be successful in doing it.

I am very tired of having to just talk about what I want to do and simply not do it. I understand why I keep falling behind and being unable to move forward, but the bad stuff is going to keep happening. For once, I rather be in a good place and let that stuff happen and roll with it, then be in a bad place while it happens.

So here is what I am going to do. I am going to write every morning. First, the blog post of the day. Regardless what time I wake up as long as I get that done I will be starting my day right.

Secondly, I will write 1,000 words towards a novel. If that takes me less then an hour then I will write for the full hour and see how much I end up writing. I’ve been doing research the last couple of days towards writing an old idea that I feel I can take on so much better now then I would have in the past.

Thirdly, when my new term starts I will be doing 1 to 2 hours of homework depending on how many assignments I have. I will do more or less depending on how intensive my classes are.

Fourthly, I will try to get in 30 minutes of reading. I don’t have as much time to read as I used to, but I want to at least get in some time for it here and there when I can manage it.

After all that if I manage to have time I’ll do a dance workout. I’ve been wanting to learn BTS and Twice dances and that’ll be a fun way to allow myself to have extra fun.

Then, if I have time before work, I wanna try and do my makeup more again. I’ve been neglecting it out of pure sadness and apathy. I want to start doing that again.

If I can do all that everyday for the month of April then I will reward myself. I have started collecting nendoriods. If the nendo Monika from Doki Doki Literature Club is still available then I’ll love to get her.

I think she is just adorable and I already preordered Natsuki whose coming in October. I truly hope they eventually make the other two girls as Nendos. I would be so happy.

If I can manage all of that and be able to do a full wrap up at the end of the month and feel accomplished instead of defeated, I will be very proud and so happy.

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Death Note: Black Edition I: A Review

Death Note: Black Edition

Story by Tsugumi Ohba

Art by Takeshi Obata

My Rating: Obviously 10/10

Cover Rating: Again 10/10 simple yet also so detailed and encapsulates the art style perfectly it’s the perfect cover for this manga.

Publisher: Viz Media

Publish Date: December 2010

Number of Pages: 385

Received: One of this years valentines gifts from my love.

Purchase: Amazon

Synopsis:

Light Yagami is an ace student with great prospects–and he’s bored out of his mind. But all that changes when he finds the Death Note, a notebook dropped by a rogue Shinigami death god. Any human whose name is written in the notebook dies, and now Light has vowed to use the power of the Death Note to rid the world of evil. Will Light’s noble goal succeed, or will the Death Note turn him into the very thing he fights against?

Opening Sentence: “Two Deaths Heads. I win again.”

Musings:

Let’s be real here. Death note is one of the best manga’s and anime’s out there. It’s so well beloved and for good reason. It’s mysterious and thrilling and unique. There are high stakes and constant tension between L and Light. There’s the idea of being in control of who lives and who dies that is done in such a “high” moralistic point of view that you wonder who your rooting for.

One of my all time favorite parts of reading this manga is how the uses for the death note are next to the new chapter art.

The art style of this manga is dark and stunning. It adds to its dark horror fantasy mystery feel. All the elements combined story and art make it out to be the excellent manga that it is.

If you haven’t read or watched death note I highly suggest you think about picking it up. It’s a thrilling read that does not disappoint.

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I Have Work To Do

I have a lot of problems with getting myself to do what I’m aching to do. It has effected a lot of my life and because my life has been so messy all the time recently I feel like I might as well surrender to the mess and go with the chaos and just do what I want.

So my plan is simple. Decide what I want to do and do it. First things first. The reason I haven’t posted since the last post was I got scammed twice, lost myself to depression, and found comfort in my many conversations with my partner after. To put it colorfully I fucked up. The anxiety kept me from school work and because it was my last week of the term I became a hermit and could only do school work for a time.

The great part is this. I’m tired of being behind. I’m tired of so much outside bullshit happening and I’m ready to actually just focus and take the world by storm. My world.

I’m not here to convince anyone to be, do, or think a certain way. I’m here to share myself and my ideas and learn and create and become more and different all the time. On my journey, I share what I feel should be shared in order to give something to others to connect with and feel inspired from on their own journeys.

I’m here to have fun and share fun and to mess up and to do really really well and to love and jump and dance and decide and I am finally ready to live. To live for me. To live and just give my damn soul to my desires. To feel vigorously and beautifully alive.

So firstly I am going to do one of the most fun and incredible things by finally writing my Scooby doo fanfic. I have wanted to do this for so long. I have loved Scooby Doo since I was a child. One of my favorite pictures in the world is one of me in the mystery machine that happened to be serviced at an auto repair place. My heart lit up to be there.

I want to write a mystery for our beloved Mystery Inc. friends to solve. Maybe make it a little darker then our friends tend to experience, but still at the heart Scooby Dooby Doo. Once it’s finished I’ll either publish it on wattpad or figure out another place to publish it, but regardless this is something I would like you all to experience and read.

This also means watching some of the movies and tv shows of Scooby for research and seeing at the heart what makes Scooby so great and how I can make a story that unique yet still holds that Scooby Doo specialness at the center.

Believing in myself to write this passion project will be the first time in a long time I’ve allowed myself to honor myself and let go of doubt. Doubt does nothing to serve me. It’s crippled me. It’s made me think I’m a failure. It’s driven me to inaction again and again and I say enough. It’s enough.

I am here. I am going to read and write and play games and write whatever posts I damn well please on this blog. I will do it everyday that I can.

Another thing that sets my heart on fire is learning some dances because it pleases me. So I will do that as well. Maybe, I’ll post video on here at some point. Maybe I’ll keep it to myself. Either way I’m going to have fun.

Also, exploring makeup more. I wear makeup most days and I love to experiment, but there’s never too much of that and I think when I’m more confident I’ll share some looks on instagram and see what comes of it.

The last thing that’s important to me to mention is continuing my best thing that happened in a day journal going. Even on days that are extremely depressing. I want to remember that there is good in every day.

I realize now with the fact I haven’t given up. In spite of everything. That I’m here typing this right now at almost 3 am. That that’s how done I am with inaction. As well as the complete joy I feel writing this. Now I can truly say I am back and here to stay. So much to come. I am ready now.

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